A Daily Struggle


I took a rest day today not only because I need to — but I am still nursing this chest/cold thingy. Now that the CrossFit Open is done, I can go back to my normally scheduled workout life and not have to work around Saturday Open WODs. I do have to say that they definitely made me stronger, mentally and physically.

My friend – CrossFit Athlete Jeremy Kinnick Killed it during the Open

75th in the world and 6th in Socal. Just getting warmed up! I hit the burpee workout twice but the rest only once with video. Week 1: 1,115 world, 103 region. Week 2: 239 world, 14 region. Week 3: 115 world, 12 region. Week 4: 68 world, 7 region. Week 5: 34 world, 6 region. Getting ready to spread that BUTTER all over the Regional!

But what’s even more important to share — is how nice and down to earth he is.  He’s a great role model for anyone looking to push harder and  go for the Win.  I love the people I meet in CrossFit!!

I saw this posted on CNN yesterday and thought it spoke truth to so many of us battling body image issues and self hatred over the way we look — ‘Half’: One woman’s struggle with weight loss

A revealing journey as a woman reduces weight by half

What struck me was how she referred to pictures of her naked body as ‘ruins’. That is so sad and telling at the same time and something that many of us can relate too. We have to start changing the voices in our heads to like ourselves —Such a daily struggle isn’t it?

Even the pics from my running  my race on Sunday brought out the voices about not looking good enough, fit enough, pretty enough. This time I didn’t let them linger though! I said to myself — I bet they don’t look bad to anyone else but me and left it at that. I mean what am I going to do about the pictures anyway? I am already doing what I can to live healthy and fit without taking all the joy out of it — I am doing better than good enough…